Life is a war ,
Where suffering makes you special ,
And pain makes you unconditional,
It’s a Mere game of merging instincts ,
Protect your soul from the warriors ,
Who will burst open your demons ,
Crack into your soul ,
And end it all in blink of an eye.Â
Energy of a million people,
Force unseen by the rest of them ,
Making moves to just survive ,
Fought till I cannot anymore,
To an extent of burning oneself ,
I stand against the wall they build ,
Playing the game of life and death ,
And they say it’s just a matter of time.Â
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The soldier inside me is awake ,
Time is contained with rage ,
Thoughts that separate my life ,
Draining me to walk away ,
Shall end up as my milestones ,
I never knew who I might be ,
Without embracing that darkness,
And look for memories in that loss.Â
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Drastic changes and sweet surprises ,
They Look like silent nasty lifesavers,Â
Songs of fear which settle at the bottom ,Â
Greeting me the  pleasure of this brutal war ,
Words cannot explain that adventure ,Â
The freedom of letting it go ,
Dragged me down to submerge in space ,
And find way to my eternity.Â
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Wounded by the gestures of universe,
Left with scars of my brave decisions,
I have gone through a false illustration ,Â
Soldier they called me for facing the death ,
Heart made of steel and water ,
I burn and melt from the imprisonment ,
Lately ; I saw them all leave ,
And woke up to my war again.Â
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sahithi divi
